dear diary

 

          dear diary 𐙚˙⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩

has anyone else been randomly inspired to do better for themselves or am i just insane?? like for the last week i have been consistently working out, eating clean, and limiting my screen time. granted i have applications and scholarship forms to be sending off but that's beside the point. i don't know about y'all but i am locked IN for this stupid winter arc!!!

anyways... i recently restarted gilmore girls in honor of fall approaching. i forgot how much i use to love rory before the great downfall when she cut her hair. tho everyone makes mistakes and kids like her that have been at the top their whole lives are especially bound. she has a lot of behaviors to unlearn and maturing to do but i hate that she's perceived as this ultimate horrible character. oh and jess + rory always. and emily is genuinely so infuriating at times but she's just like her daughter and i love both lol

 im sad that i am currently in south florida so im not going to experience the real joy of feeling the weather shift for fall this year, ugh!! people wonder why fall is so beloved and the truth is there is so much that comes with it. the thrill of friday night football, the absolute best scents, the best holiday, cute sweaters, just this overall nostalgic feel. everyone gets to summon their inner small town rory gilmore type self... i love fall!! (tho a good tan never failed me yet)

i have been listening to a lot of kpop which really surprises me cause i use to stick with my good 2 groups. i currently love aespa's recent ep !!!!!  my favorite from it is fangirl. katseye's WILD recently came out .. i will always be  pinky up's BIGGEST fan, so personally im a much bigger fan of their edm/pop sounds. i didn't t really enjoy it as much as i wanted to, but that's ok! i do love all the girls and their other music is still their for me to listen to so im fine. my top 3 from the ep are pinky up, that way, and hootie frutti. 

ok that's all i have for my diary entry today, bye bye angels!!!

- sami 𐙚